(G) erie'Riov - Sub Commander Rianni Monteros-t'Khellian’s Personal Log - Questions

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Title   Questions
Author   (G) erie'Riov - Sub Commander Rianni Monteros-t'Khellian
Posted   Wed Jul 15, 2009 @ 10:13pm
I find myself in a situation where I don't know what to do with myself. I love being in Starlfeet, and I especially love flying again, though the fact that I simply do not fit in is now too much to ignore. I'm sick of having to deal with the prejudices and general stupidity of many of my crewmates, especially that fool Gabriel. The fact that that man has been promoted to Lt. Commander only proves it doesn't take long for scum to float to the top.

I've lived my whole life trapped between two worlds, the human world I grew up in and never truly belonged and the Romulan one I am only now getting to know, but as I grow to learn more of that side of my heritage, that side of myself, the closer I feel to it, the more Romulan I feel.

I should ask Isha when she returns, she always knows what to do and I know with my mother and father away and Papa Gregori on Earth that she is the one here with my best interests always at heart, she'll help me find my way.

I have reports to fill out and officer reviews to write, I suppose I should get to them, I'll argue with myself later.

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